ok.......
here goes....
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well first ones uninteresting, if annoying to the point of debilitation.
1. Things have to be clean. No, this doesnt mean Im tidy. Im complex like that. Stuff has to be clean, especially food related stuff... if its not, I freak out. Case in point being the glass at the local pub last night. Now, admittedly it SHOULDNT be a big deal that there was sticky stuff on the rim of said glass - which I can only assume when my lip got stuck to it halfwaythru my drink.. must have been someones old lipgloss. Shouldnt be a big deal. But it is. Its not fucking difficult to wash a glass properly.
2.Perhaps not a an obsession, well not an obsession with the bad stuff itself, more like If theres something wrong, and I cant fix it because people wont let me... that drives me NUTS. And Il tend to pick over it in my mind till I have to make myself stop. when theres nothing you can do theres nothing you can do. that feels like a failure, and I dont like it.
3.Murder She Wrote. Nuff said.
4. With very little else to do while looking for work I get into these little time limited obsessions. Theres been a number of these. It gets to the point of I HAVE to do this, why isnt there more available? Why cant I do more today? Why do I have to wait till tomorrow? Such things have included online games, online crosswords, looking after virtual pets, LOLZ, knitting, sewing.. covering my desk with patterns of nailvarnish dots...
5.Specific foodstuffs, tied to events, places and times of year. Nucular - yes thats the correct spelling - cheezee poofs from a certain store that means they arent just Nucular cheezee poofs, they are ... ... .... Nucular Cheezee poofs. These only work alone or as part of a meal WITH a nice sammidge from the same store. I think Im coming the end of my current toast fetish... i think, but then autumn is here... which demands cinnamon toast. Soon, certain coffee chain should be bringing out their winter flavours.... if they dont have dark cherry mocha this year I shall cry. That should be drunk, hands wrapped around the paper cup for warmth, on the way to trying to do something good. Headfones on, dropkicks blaring. Flaming Hot Monsta Munch. Anywhere anytime baby. There are others.. but ducko just brought me coffee... and a Wispa Gold.. and theres Nucular waiting in the kitchen.
So its bai bai for now, Il tag people when Im not after coffee!
